Ah! (That's a scream...) You found me! Oh no... That means... That you have entered the world of my ellipses, misspellings, rantings, ravings, and random self-expressions. Thoughts expressed here are not authorized by my brain, but merely typed out by my two hands, which most definitely move a lot faster than my brain is thinking.... Sorry. This is not a test of the emergency broadcast system.
Me is a fluid concept right now. Since I last blogged, a lot in my life has changed, and there are other changes that are coming in the very near future. While I strive to see the positive, I am often weighed down by the negative in my life, and that is one thing I am trying to change. This blog will probably end up being my journal, my journey, my release… Who knows what will show up - I will do my best not to sensor what I am writing and to let my thoughts/feelings flow. I am at a point in my life where I am being forced to take charge, and hopefully the door that was recently opened truly is a blessing and not a damnation. Things I have always wanted to do I will explore. Problems I have declined to face I will face with a renewed strength. Deep down, I am a star waiting to shine. That star has broken through the many layers of the onion it hides within, pinholes of light shining through hinting at what is yet to come. There are many things I want in my life, but before I can have them, the layers of onion must be peeled back. There will be laughter, there will be tears. This, is my fight. This, is what I must do.
That throughout the rest of my life I will be learning the lesson of patience. And I hate it.
posted by Jamie @ 9:03 PM
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