Humbled

I just realized that I got frustrated this morning when I could not use this new hair clip I bought because my hair is too thick for it- but in a few months my mom might not have any hair! Wow.

The clip is really a plastic circle with a hinge that allows it to open- there is rubber in the middle that "holds" the hair- well it won't hold mine- i can't shut it. Bummer, but wow do I feel bad for complaining.

My eyes burn from crying yesterday- crying from shock, being scared, and feeling like no matter what I do for my mom now it will not be enough. REally that is dumb of me- no matter what I do, she will say it is too much!

I love my mom.

I also cannot wait until Neil gets back! 4 days down, 6 to go!